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The girl who saw the Lady

Eighteen episodes on a fourteen-year-old asthmatic peasant girl from French Bigorre, who saw a Lady at a riverside grotto in eighteen fifty-eight, was tested by police and bishops, then disappeared into a remote convent for thirteen years until tuberculosis took her at thirty-five.

18 episodes · Narrated in English, Portuguese, Spanish, French and German

321 historical claims checked against sources · reviewed in 5 languages · last revised October 26, 2026

Episodes

  1. 01

    The Miller's Daughter

    Lourdes, in the foothills of the Pyrenees. A girl is born at the Boly mill, to a couple who married for love.

  2. 02

    The Cachot

    Lourdes, in the months of misery before the apparitions. A family of six lives in a single room. A girl is sent away to the countryside.

  3. 03

    Catechism

    Lourdes, in the first weeks of 1858. Lessons with the Sisters of Charity. A catechism hard to learn by heart. The girl's return to the cachot.

  4. 04

    The Eleventh of February

    Massabielle, on the Thursday before Lent. A girl sees. A mother does not believe. Holy water as a test.

  5. 05

    The Fortnight

    Lourdes, six days in a row at Massabielle. Four silent apparitions and a promise in Bigourdan.

  6. 06

    Penance and the Spring

    Massabielle, two days in a row during Lent. Three words repeated. The girl digs in the mud. The spring that never stops flowing.

  7. 07

    The Eight Thousand

    Massabielle, the first days of March. The crowd reaches eight thousand people. The first cure. The request for a chapel.

  8. 08

    Jacomet, Dutour, Massy

    Lourdes, four months of that spring. Three civil authorities. Three attempts to silence the girl. Three failures.

  9. 09

    Era Immaculada Councepciou

    Massabielle, the feast of the Annunciation. A question asked again and again. An answer no one expected.

  10. 10

    The Flame and the Barricade

    Lourdes, April to October 1858. The candle that does not burn. The prefect's barricade. The grotto reopened.

  11. 11

    The Commission

    Lourdes and Tarbes, 1858 to 1862. A commission of inquiry. A girl questioned. Seven cures examined. A judgment.

  12. 12

    The First Healed

    Lourdes, 1858 to 1866. Four cures. A crypt. A shrine that keeps growing.

  13. 13

    It Isn't Her

    Lourdes, 1860 to 1866. The wrong statue. The visitors who never stop. The decision to leave.

  14. 14

    Arrival at Nevers

    Saint-Gildard, Nevers, a July night in 1866. An arrival. A story told only once. A rule of silence.

  15. 15

    Vauzou

    Saint-Gildard, thirteen years of religious life. A demanding novice mistress. A novice who obeys.

  16. 16

    The Infirmary Sister

    Saint-Gildard, the infirmary and the sacristy. The assignment of prayer. Illness arrives.

  17. 17

    The Knee and the Notebook

    Saint-Gildard, 1873 to 1879. A notebook of private notes. A diseased knee. The last months.

  18. 18

    The Sixteenth of April

    Saint-Gildard, more than half a century. The death. The three exhumations. The body the doctors found intact.

How this series was researched

The narration and the place and date labels were broken down into factual claims and checked against sources: 321 claims in this series were checked against a cited source. Where the sources did not support a claim, the text was corrected or reduced to what the sources actually say.

A second, independent check then went through the whole series again.

The text was reviewed separately in each of the five languages it is narrated in.

Main sources

Tradition and debate

Where the sources are thin or disagree, the series says so. For example:

  • How harshly the novice mistress, Mother Vauzou, treated Bernadette is disputed: some speak of persecution, others think books and films exaggerated it.
  • Father Peyramale's first reaction to “I am the Immaculate Conception”, disbelief before conviction, is known from later accounts.
  • The Lady entrusted Bernadette with secrets, which she never revealed; according to the accounts, there were three.

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